I've been struggling with insomnia lately.
My insomnia isn't due to the recent heatwave.
The cause of my sleeplessness is stress.
And that stress mainly comes from people.
Except for a few real close friends,
everyone I interact with seems to have an own purpose.
Conversations in these purpose-driven relationships are like an invisible battle,
with attacks and defenses.
Sometimes, people subtly steer the conversation to benefit themselves,
and other times, they blatantly speak for their own gain.
These kinds of conversations are so crude and vulgar that I try not to engage.
But there are moments when I have no choice but to respond.
Those moments are exhausting and often make me feel disillusioned
with human relationships.
*subtly 교활하게, 미묘하게
*blatantly 속 보이는, 노골적으로
*crude 상스러운
*vulgar 상스러운, 천박한
* disillusioned 환멸을 느낀
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